Heaven! You know how it is, elders rule and abuse and try and take over your life or live vicariously through you. That sucks! Wanting to rule over able bodied people or higher functioning individuals. This of course is done in a way so that they cannot care for themselves. It makes you feel, as though you rule over them because now they either have to depend on their parents(last weeks blog) or the government. My question is: Who thinks that they are going to get into heaven by taking such people and and having them depend on the government unnecessarily? Sacrifice is not just for some. Or rather it should be about everyone doing their part and I am talking as though we live in a world where everybody has the same understanding, but we need not to put others out in as much that we starve them of everything just to benefit someone else. It seems somewhat effortless to put the issues or problems of the world off on someone else. Then you don't have to deal with any of the repercussions. Wow! What a life. Having some one else do all of your heavy lifting. There are those who may not be religious for that reason or who decide that their religion is based upon the sacrifices of others in that they are absolved of any and all responsibility towards themselves. It's not me or in me as I say to judge people as we all have our life's journey so we become part of what we go through. But at some point we have to be in a way responsible so that we don't abuse not only our freedoms but the freedoms of other people. We all have what we can tolerate and where there becomes a limit and some more than others and this is where we need to evaluate what we do. If you have done yourself in such a way that you are in arrears in duress and your own salvation become a stressful factor in your life, what do you think that you are doing to those that you put that stress upon? Certainly, there were other ways to go about it, but you have to question the motives of people who abuse others in a way that they need public assistance to survive. Do these people deserve to get into heaven after what they have done to your life? Now, sometimes we think logical and think that heaven is where everybody wants to go. That's where we discern from those who are evil and those who are not. Perhaps there are those who don't want to believe in a heaven or hell for those reasons, but if you set forth a purpose to persecute then you have already admitted to something that needs to be atoned for and if you have already admitted to something that needs to be atoned for then you know that there is a realm of heaven and hell otherwise why would the persecution exist? We can't be all things to all people even as we strive for a way towards perfection as we make of our lives what we want of them. Of course this is not a perfect world, but heaven does not take in the evil, otherwise it would not be called heaven and hell would not exist.
It should not be that difficult of a thing to expect from yourself. Parents teach their children certain things, but many times parents become the enemy of the children by not teaching them independence. What do I mean by this? Parents need not to make enemies of their children or be so afraid or intimidated even of an adult you finally raised. The moment you want that adult to return to that child like existence, you have really undone your work and take their time "to be" away from them. Talk about enemy, with parents like that you don't need any more of them. If you raised your children to get as much education as they could and to then get a job that will enable them to not be dependent on the government for much of anything, then I would say you are a decent parent. Why? Because you allowed your offspring to establish financial independence for themselves. In doing so you no longer have to pay to feed, transport and house these fully grown adults. Isn't that taking the much needed childhood expenses off your plate so you can focus on things like retirement and getting your own f-----g life, finally? What parent in their sane mind wants to do several childhood spans in one life unless you have the finances to afford it? Many parents are now struggling in their older years to care for themselves due to their offspring being dependent on them. Wait, before you ask why this happens- many times you cannot blame the offspring, you must remember that those once young offspring were "the future", so the older adults decided to spoil themselves and take the benefits of that away from these people in terms of regression. Which simply means that if you cannot afford to care for yourself that makes you younger, like a child and the it makes the parent seem younger. This is often how parents handle their mid-life crisis and how they use you in so much that they don't take responsibility for themselves as they get older. We all have a responsibility to ourselves, especially as we get older but there are those that will often times put it on someone else. For example: You can't eat hamburgers every day. If you do the fatty food will eventually give you heart disease. Strangely enough, making me sacrifice didn't prevent that. Talk about religious fanatic. The same thing with men who are way out of their southern minds and say "I was raised around racism" Bull Dinky! If your southern wind was that bad you wouldn't ever want to be up under the opposite color as a result of what you experienced. Strangely enough, southern parents use their offspring to foster these sidekick relationships with the opposite color as if you're looking for atonement from the past. And I say you got more crack in you than sugar cane because an Aryan is just that and if all you want to do is "Make nice with some skanky b---h." Then by all means go ahead but don't use me as part of that compromise or sacrifice, remember how I became unable to live on my own. Strangely enough, The Aryan finds it to their benefit- "they tend to get things ---- out and they usually in their religious fanatic way throw somebody under the bus, as these kinds of relationships were once not the most legal thing to do in some parts. So that's how they handle things. Don't hate the messenger, just saying! Aside from all of the stupidity-acting out slavery is one of them, and the government pan handling. Parents need to own up to the fact that in regression or regression of able bodied or higher-functioning children you have created the enemy. It was your greed and selfishness that created such a stale life. Really, who wants to make s--t money so that they have to live up under a bunch of older asses who really just want to be around Aryans because you hate who your are so much and seek comfort for atonement from the past? Happily, I am not my parents or any other relative and you won't find me running South or to upper Westchester to fit in with just more stupid Aryan people. Now, parents teach your offspring to be financially independent especially if they are smart enough to do so and don't make enemies of them, by using them to find a life or past life that you've always wanted, or by correcting someone else's life which meant getting them involved in their beeswax- which was really stupid. Now, it's time to make move for more money and that independent life I want. I'm too smart to be a collecting from the government, smart enough to really want to retire and just as smart to be on my own which scares and of course intimidates people because I won't be that commodity stupid relatives and Aryans want me to be, which is why they regress and oppress!
I swear by vitamins. They have kept me reasonably healthy and in times of financial duress I was able to maintain myself supplement wise on about three dollars a day. This meant that I could go without breakfast, lunch, any type of snacks and then just eat dinner, and that seemed to work good for me. The clarity my body feels when my stomach is not full helps me concentrate and get a lot of things done. Sometimes when you eat you get the urge to sleep or being to feel very tired and as a result you don't get much done. I live two lives in that there is the employment and then the creative or study research side. So you have to consider if one works until five and then the commute adds time also one can be living one life for roughly twelve hours a day. Then when do you have time to do the other part of your life? After you get home and begin to settle in and you go at it for maybe six hours until you can finally fall asleep for a few just to get up 2 1/2 or 3 hours later to do it all over again. I have been doing this for many a years, it is a sanity thing because you have to do something that makes you happy so if you're miserable at a 9 to 5 you have to balance that out with happiness and not things you have no need or use for because you do that part of it during the day. People especially Aryans like to consume with boredom the time people work together. Yes, they feel the need to work a person to the point of insanity and boredom but I do feel that there are times when one is asking too much. Problem: How do you explain to a religious fanatic who was given the title of physician that they cannot use people as as lackeys to cure infectious diseases, you know the ones there are no cure for just medications that may help in one way but harm in another? People feel that this is the way to go in that they can inappropriately use somebody for such a warped purpose. Anyways, the vitamins helped me through all of this because if it were not for all of the supplement I don't know how I would have gotten through all of this. And you're absolutely correct- people who work under these conditions do not need a burden of another worker who does not do nearly as much. Religious fanatics and Aryans truly don't understand burdens and this to due to their superiority complex and the need to oppress. They feel good about themselves this way and less threatened- another words they find something to do with smart people. There is a saying: When you're dead you don't know it, but the pain is felt by others. The same thing occurs when you're stupid! It's stupid to think that by abusing someone else you can cure a disease or ailment and it's stupid to think that you can impress someone with your Aryan stupidity, because of the need to feel superior. I know the desperation to work me to death is there, but I don't do the stupid Aryan sidekicks thing, hell I don't even do the stupid ni--a thing, so I can't be a racist. Solution: let this so called nun obsessed physician do the work you did for the many years you had to endure doing so. Please, Lord answer my prayers and allow me to be financially able to retire hopefully this year! This is what you need to do with smart people. I will then be as creative as I want and continue to do the vitamin thing because I really don't have much faith in doctors.
You know how it is, you take a medication for one thing and you then discover that it helps with something else. Benzonatate is a generic medication that is used to suppress coughs due to bronchitis or pneumonia etc. This is an antitussive medication that numbs the cough by numbing the reflexes in the lungs and airway so that you no longer get the urge to cough. Benzonatate is not a medication that rids the body of a bacteria to eliminate colds or respiratory infection, it simply removes the urge to cough. Which is great because one can feel even sicker and use up a lot of energy by coughing uncontrollably and if you're up all night; the muscles and headaches that occur due to the constant cough can cause problems alongside the actual cold or respiratory infection. Benzonatate is also good for suppressing the urge to urinate since it helps control the bladder. A condition called overactive bladder causes urine to leak out or when the uncontrollable urge to urinate happens frequently. Benzonatate may be good when combined with other medications when used for overactive bladder to prevent the urge to urinate and so that one does not urinate accidentally.
This may sound strange, but one of the things I look forward to is going to my room and closing the door. This usually occurs when get home from work and on weekends. You get to shut out the world and all of the pettiness and other problems and issues that occur. Yes, it's nice to give yourself a mental rest from the problems that happen in the world and within ourselves. The mind becomes sensitized to all of the things that occur and because there are matters and events and happenings all going at once the mind has to process them and adapt to all that happens. It isn't always 1,2,3. This world is a very noisy place and there are so many moments that can overload our minds and can interfere with what people expect out of us. Our minds can only process so much information at a time and this of course depends on what we are being told or what occurs etc., one can be overwhelmed by all of the goings on and somewhat either meltdown and/or withdraw from the world around them due to the overload that is put on the brain. The brain needs a rest at times due to the stress and strain that is put on it. Now, on that note: just like older cars on the road, that are antique but still able to lets say drive on the road on a nice clear sunny day, many of these cars are not up to modern safety specs, because they were made so long ago, that it could be dangerous to drive them in bad weather, sure the car is certainly operational but just not as safe in challenging weather. I am using this scenario regarding the Federal Aviation Administration. It's all about safety. Aircraft's that are generally older or about thirty years old may not have the instrumentation to guide a pilot through foggy, dense, cloudy weather. The only way to navigate through such weather would be to have someone shadow you(to the point of flying the aircraft for you) to guide you through patchy weather when human visibility becomes impaired. Newer technology is often helpful and may need to be considered in upgrading older planes and helicopters so that the margin of error is reduced when flying and when the weather compromises the average visibility. The weather would have to be pretty extreme to cancel flights, and that occurs but not often, this is because many planes have the technology to get through difficult weather. Older aircraft's should be put under more caution. They may be able to fly but there is a risk when flying in certain types of weather especially, if they have not been upgraded for more modern instrumentation, and not be allowed to travel unless it is a nice, clear, sunny day.
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